Crazy Summer

I'm not going to lie, this summer has been disappointing for me. Just a couple of weeks before school was finished, I was looking forward to all the joys that summer brings. Doing nothing but being so busy. No schoolwork, no studying, no tests. It all sounded so promising. I had plans to do lots of cool stuff and nothing was going to stop me.

Then something stopped me. Without going too deep to the issue (I am after all a rather private person), the plans I had made for all this fun were canceled in one swift swipe. I don't hold anything against this person for what they did; I do understand that sometimes you just have to go with your gut on things. The problem is I was left with a dead spot in my summer. I go to work, which keeps my occupied. And when I get back I find something which is just a poor substitute. Nintendo Wii (which rocks), some form of alcohol (Gin and Tonics are good), and TV (kinda sucks in the summer) fill my time. The problem is the whole time I am wishing I was somewhere else doing something else.

I am looking for a girl who will take my mind off of all that I am missing. If I am lucky she will be half as great as her predecessor, but it is more likely that she will not be able to hold a candle to her. I don't know where this post went, and I don't want to be a whiny loser moping over what his is missing. The problem is it is so hard to focus on what is ahead of you when you are turned around looking at what is behind you. The summer will not be what I expected, but I will make due, I always do.